It's not even New Years and the goddamn Valentines' Day decorations are out.
I hate feeling bitter, I honestly do.  It just gnaws on me like a dog gnaws on a rawhide bone.  I'm not bitter at anyone - I'm really not.  I just hate how the holidays remind me of how fucking broken I am.  
I've had two anxiety attacks in the past week.  The three aisles of blood red mementos nearly gave me my third.  
All I wanted were light bulbs.
Fuck you, Hallmark.  Fuck you, Russell Stover.
 
 
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